𝐅𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝟏𝟑𝐭𝐡 ( 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒔 '𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒗𝒂𝒖𝒍𝒕')

Dream Girl

Written: May 17, 2023

Genre: Pop

A/N: In case you already couldn't tell from the title, scream yAy, cause oh great, here's a gay one. This is literally a scrapped 'Faded Daydreams' song, so yes, it's very recent. Idk, I just don't really love it, I don't think it's lyrically great. In fact, lyrically, it kind of annoys me. I cringe at this song still, wth- IDK, I DON'T LIKE IT BUT IDK. At first it was in my head, but now it is not. sHe'LL aLwAyS LOvE HiM... Bitch, there's no him in the equation *facepalms* I just generally cringe at May 2023 me and I'm sorry-

I feel like 'What Could've Been' from my Faded Daydreams songbook is just the superior storytelling of this, and this was just the little spark that ignited the flame for a better song. Like this song walked for 'What Could've Been' to run.

Oh, btw, in June there was this song released by this artist Baby Queen called 'Dream Girl' and that really stunned me when I discovered the song thanks to Spotify's recs and it's such a good song. You should listen to it if you haven't already! Literally in my top 10 favorite songs released this year for sure :)

I like reallyyy hate this song I wrote but queer pride for life despite how shitty this song is 🤪 🏳‍🌈

1ST VERSE:

My dream girl, she exists

But I reckon, she has a boyfriend

Her parents want her to commit

With marriage and kids

Who says, he can't be me instead?

PRE-CHORUS:

There I go, starting it

It's just all in my head

Headphones locked right in

A love songs playlist

It's just all in my head

Fire lit, to never conquer it

CHORUS:

What I feel for her, ain't counterfeit

My love for her exists

There I go, starting it

Truth is, she's my world

But getting the girl? No.

There I go, starting it

I'll never conquer it

Cause I'll never be him

She'll always love him

2ND VERSE:

There she was, my dream girl

And she held me close

Whispering words, only we'll know

This love ain't for show

Let's see, how far we'll go

PRE-CHORUS:

There I go, starting it

Wondering whether within

She feels it, she feels it

It's all in my head

It's stupid, it's stupid

But does she feel it?

CHORUS:

What I feel for her, ain't counterfeit

My love for her exists

There I go, starting it

Truth is, she's my world

But getting the girl? No.

There I go, starting it

I'll never conquer it

Cause I'll never be him

She'll always love him

BRIDGE:

I've seen her in my fever dreams

So dream girl, 'til we meet

Please don't forget about me

And she's seen me in her dreams

So dream girl, 'til we meet

Please don't forget about me

CHORUS:

What I feel for her, ain't counterfeit

My love for her exists

There I go, starting it

Truth is, she's my world

But getting the girl? No.

There I go, starting it

I'll never conquer it

Cause I'll never be him

She'll always love him

PRE-CHORUS:

There I go, starting it

Wondering whether within

She feels it, she feels it

It's all in my head

It's stupid, it's stupid

But does she feel it?

CHORUS:

What I feel for her, ain't counterfeit

My love for her exists

There I go, starting it

Truth is, she's my world

But getting the girl?

There I go, starting it

I'll never conquer it

Holy shit, what if she loves me instead???