tsukasa pov!1!1!1!!1!1!1
It seems like he's getting worse. He doesn't show up to school much and he's starting to ignore me. I've never noticed until now . . I hate myself for it. I want to help. I need to help him.
I'm scared. I don't want to lose him. I can't lose him. Not after I've already lost my siblings. I find him on the rooftop again today . .
" Hey Rui . . ? " I sit next to him. I'm terified . . He ignores me. I'm not surprised. I place my hand on his shoulder. How am I supposed to comfort someone who doesn't even want me to talk to them? No . . That doesn't matter.
" Rui, please answer me. I'm worried. " I look at him with a concerned expression. He finally lifts his head.
" Tsukasa . . " That's all he says. I want to hug him. I want to hold him tight but . . I don't want to make him uncomfortable so I stay still.
" Yeah? " I try to get him to talk again. I need him to be okay. He doesn't say another word, but he gives me a note. Then . . He walked off. What was that about . . ?
I open the note.
" Dear Tsukasa,
I am sorry for how I have been so distant for the past few weeks. I have been in a really bad place and I couldn't bring myself to talk to you. I am so sorry for being a bad friend, for always teasing you when I knew you hated it, for being an annoying person, for always bothering you, I'm sorry for everything. I'm a terrible person. I want you to know how much I care about you even if my time is coming to an end. I love you. I'm sorry I couldn't be around longer. Everything is just too overwhelming and I can't handle it. I'm sorry for doing this to you.
-Regards, Rui."
I can feel tears forming in my eyes. Why did he never tell me about any of this . . ? More importantly; why didn't I notice? By the time I finished reading, he was out of sight. I can't see him anywhere . .
Rui pov!?!?!!!?;?;?;!!!!?!!!!!???!!;;!
I leave after handing that note to Tsukasa. He'll be caught up reading it . . Now it's time. I walk over out of sight where the giant fan on the rooftop of the school is. I place my bag down and untie my shoes. I take them off and place them near the railing. As I stand back up, I feel slightly conflicted but . . I need to do this. I can't be a burden to anyone else.
I climb onto the railing, standing on the small ledge.
" Goodbye everyone . . " I know nobody is listening to me but . . I felt the need to say it. I'm tired. So tired. I prepare myself. 3 . . 2 . . 1 . .
I allowed myself to fall. It was silent. Too silent. It doesn't matter anyway . . This is it. I'm sorry Tsukasa. I love you.
I hit the ground head first and everything goes black. Is this . . Really it?
