*this is izukus pov unless said*
It was a normal monday morning the sun was shining annnnnd my will to not die was crying, i don't want an ass whooping from kacchan but honestly it doesn't hurt at this point its just annoying. My mom was drunk, again... whats the time? SHIT I forgot about the test we had today!wait I'm failing anyways... so do i or do i not go to school today? Ehhh idk ill just sleep I'm tired.
I woke up hours later when it was evening. By now school had ended,you know?i feel like I'm bipolar like sometimes I'm happy and than I'm sad and this was one of my sad moments.
I could never deny i hated myself, it was something i hid but i would always purposefully piss kacchan off so he could beat me more. I think i have a thing for him idk. Welll its time to go punish myself for being a useless bitch who only succeeds in failing!
I try to be humorous but i don't think it helps me that much. I don't know if I'm worth it, like I'm disappointed, upset like i want to dissappear. I wanna die and i don't even care if its painful i mean, don't i deserve it. My dad left cause i was quirkless, my mom is a drunk, my best friend bullies me, at this point nobody would care. Than i realised the blood gushing onto the floor, it looked.... pretty? It hurt tho.I cleaned it up,put some cream on it and bandaged it. It was 6pm when i started and it was now 2am i went out to take a breather. I lived in the abandoned side of town it was dangerous but i went out anyways.
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my child. a dadzawa and izuku mha story
Fanfictionaizawa was patrolling when he saw a small child roaming the area, little does he know this child has many past experiences. izuku was happy!... until... that changes.. click and read to find out more
