i need to die.
before the end of this year.
i have 22 days in hand to be precise.
can't die of suicide, would be a shame for the society.
i need something that could kill me without suspicion.
i can't jump off the train, i fear i may be rescued. or my attempt could be clearly seen by some.
suggestions are very much welcome, except for those which are around the lines of "we can talk, im there for you". I'm past that.
i NEED to die
