I have no idea where to start. My life....well it's pretty hard to explain. And even more so my emotions. Let's just say I'm a complicated person. At least, I think I am. I wouldn't know. Let me explain: I'm not exactly sure who I am. I don't know my past, much less my present. I don't remember anything. Except for the nothing. The nothing that surronded me, or rather, that is surronding me. I don't know. It's my past and present; at least, I think it is. They blur together and I can't tell them apart. So I am and was with nothing, that can only be described as what it is: Nothing. No sense of touch, smell, taste hearing, or sight. Just me and nothing. Nothing and I. So I am now, and was then.