I don't want to feel,
I don't want to feel pain.
I don't want to feel anger.
I don't want to feel sadness.
I don't want to feel like I'm not in this world.
Yet it won't stop.
The urge of wanting to die..
The urge to cry every night.
The urge to SCREAM
JUST LET IT OUT!
But I can't.
I don't live alone.
I have neighbors.
People will call the cops thinking I'm hurt.
I am.
But not physically.
PLEASE LISTEN TO MY CRYS.
I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS.
Just please.
Listen.
I don't want to feel.
