Do you ever feel like letting go of yourself?
When all of it just seems so meaningless?
everyone and everything around you seem like selfish husks pretending to be more humane than they are? I'm not human either. I mess things up and say things that I don't mean. But I try to be better, don't I?
In a world full of material things, I try to keep my moral compass straight, then how do I save myself from being dragged through someone else's ups and downs. What if I'm no better? What if I don't deserve what I have? Should I just hold on to loose strings or grasp onto a perfect life that doesn't exist?
gosh...I'm just crazy, aren't I? Makes sense. In a picture perfect world full of fake people, it's okay to feel like a thorn. A sight for sore eyes. WHy do people think that not smiling is a crime.
LIKE, YES- I'm not happy...so, what? that should be okay, right? I don't have to give it my all when I don't feel like it...right?
I'm sorry to whoever had to read that ( although I doubt anyone would ) I just wanted to let it all out.
I don't love me anymore. I tried to. But I hope you love yourself<3
Take care.
