Into my dreams

I was looking outside my class window to distract myself from the boring lesson we were having when I suddenly saw him sitting on a bench in the middle of the football green field which was weird since there are no PE sessions starting at the moment and how did the bench get there

Suddenly I felt my legs stand up on their own and I found myself running out of my class and climbing down the stairs and running as fast as I can till I reached the small fence around the field and I stood there looking at him more closely , but how come I can't see his face I know he is wearing a green jacket and I feel like he is smiling at me as if he knew I was coming.

I can't see his face but I know he is looking at me , and then I began to move closer I wanted to see his face clearly , I don't know why I am so eager to do so, I don't know why I ran all this distance to see him , and why am I so attracted to him , it feels as if he is calling me...

That was a dream that I had 3 years ago but I still remember every detail of it , every event , every feeling I felt and I cannot forget it , I don't know why , but no matter what I keep on remembering it , I keep on wanting to see him , wanting to know him , wanting to see his face.

Who is he ? And why did such a man appear in my dreams , I tried so many times thinking about him and trying so hard to meet him again in my dreams at first but I stopped honestly , I don't know who he is and if I know him or not , so I keep on remembering that dream but without ever getting answers

I told my best friend about that dream but she also didn't understand it , I keep wondering if he has dreamt of the same dream , I keep wondering wether he is real person I have seen before or just a form of my imagination

I am getting ready for school and it's finals week , the worst week I could ever have , but that man , I have seen in my dreams doesn't go away , he somehow turned into a strange addiction, but what I am sure of is I have never seen him before

I keep remembering the warmth I felt when I was near him , the butterflies that surrounded me and not the ones in my stomach due to anxiety it felt as if he was the cure to my never ending stress , it almost as if he could never be real , I still can't forget what he was wearing , his green jacket and white shirts under it , what I believe in is that his hair was a light brown that turned into gold like in the sun

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It's the day before my last exam and I decided that I want to study outside in a café or something, the bus leaves soon so I have to hurry

This past week was killing me , I have so much on my mind , I just want to relax , but it's not like I can relax before exams are over , so I will just keep going with my anxiety until it's over , my parents will kick me out of the house if I don't get perfect marks , which what causes me so much anxiety , they are always disappointed in me no matter what, I feel like I need to pay them with my marks so I can get their love and affection , which eventually I run out of , it feels like I can't tell anyone about how I truly feel , that's why I get so anxious about my marks I feel like I am always not enough....

Mission done successfully we caught the bus just in time , and there is no seats available, I will just have to stand , a boy stands up , he looks older than me but not too much like it could be a year or two , he looks very familiar

"You kind of look really tired , I am worried you may fall , you should sit , I can stand it's alright" he speaks, his voice is so gentle but his tone was kind of sarcastic when he said that I would fall , great way to start the day even people notice my dark circles even with the concealer I have to change this brand I use

"No no I can't possibly take your seat , it's alright I may look like I am gonna fall but don't worry , it's just how I look during finals" I say with a smile and hold my things closer to me

"No please I insist....but you kind of look familiar do I know you" he says while standing up and putting I hand on my shoulder after I nodded that he can and then he guided me to his seat and sat me in it and he stood right in front of me.

"I also thought you looked kind of familiar but I bet that I have never seen you around before " I say kind of moved because he just sat me , like he wouldn't let me argue even , I don't know why but it feels nice , it felt as if he cares about me even though we just met, am I overreacting? , oh please Winter don't flatter yourself , he was just doing what a gentleman would do he didn't mean anything, I need stop reading fantasy romance books , it's taking over my brain...

"Yeah I am new here in this city , but it feels as if we met before, but I guess we didn't, so hi , I am Luke , it's was lovely to meet you " then he leaned in closer to my ears and whispered "you know I would love to get to know you , pretty lady" he then returns back to how he was standing before , brushed his brown hair back because when he leaned it covered his eyes , his eyes have a mesmerising hazel colour I feel like I can keep looking at them together

I giggle at his cute attempt to flirt with me "I am Winter it's nice meeting you Luke " and then I stood up and kind of stood on my tippy toes to reach his face and whispered in his ears "your pretty eyes are making it difficult for me to refuse your request"

And then I returned to my seat , and I saw how his ears kind of turned a little pinkish , and before he could say anything , the bus reached the stop I was getting down at , and miraculously Luke was also getting off at this spot

"If I hadn't just met you miss Winter , I would've thought you were following me " he said as he held my hand so I can get off the bus

"I can say the same for you mister Luke" I said , only when I got off the bus that I got a good look at him and his clothes, he was wearing a green jacket and a white t shirt under it , and it felt as if his gaze lingered on me for a few minutes too

And it felt like he was thinking the same thing as me but it was impossible so I was about to brush it off but I don't know what stopped me , it felt as if this man standing in front of me was making me feel the warmth of the guy that appeared in my dreams and how could he wear the same jacket and everything , even the same brown hair that when we got off the bus and into the sunlight it turned the same golden colour, am I dreaming?

"Winter ? , is there something wrong ? " Luke asked as he looked in my eyes , god his eyes were something out of this world , who would have guessed you were real, I can't believe my eyes

"No , it's alright" I said as I kept holding his hand even after I got off the bus , and he didn't seem to mind instead it felt as if he was going to the same place that I was, we walked a little bit in silence

Luke broke the silence saying " I know why you looked so familiar you remind me of a lady that I had dreamt of she also had your black hair , and light blue and greyish coloured eyes , come to think of it she was wearing the same blue skirt and white t shirt " I was silent for a few seconds before I said " You saw her eyes ? " I asked , " yeah but not the rest of her face " he said as we kept on walking

What in the unfairness is this , why does he get to see my eyes and I couldn't see his , but the fact that the universe brought us together makes me kind of willing to forgive it "well lucky you " I said pretending I don't know

" So..., do you have plans , pretty lady? ," Luke asked as he stopped and  looked at me , I looked back at him

"Maybe..., but they can wait " I said as I tightened my hold on his hand and kept walking hand in hand with him....

Please if this is a dream don't ever wake me up <3