Do I hate you or me?
I hate you.
Fuck that,
I despise you.
But maybe I despise that I trusted you.
I wanna strangle you,
but maybe after that I wanna hug you and cry.
I wanna call you a fucking whore and slut,
but maybe I'm just mad you used me for my body.
I wanna scream at you,
but maybe that's to overpower the sound of my cries,
I wanna tell you I wish you were dead,
I fucking despise you,
you're the worst person I've ever met.
But maybe I'm just mad I knew who you were, but gave you the benefits of the doubt.
I want to fucking kill you,
make you regret being alive,
but maybe I regret being alive,
maybe I wanna try to kill myself again because of you.
Either way,
I know this is all your fault.
And I will continue to make you pay if it's the last thing I do.
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Trauma Poetry
PoetryPoetry about a girl named Olivia that traumatized me basically just me venting lol huge credits too @eren_spring bc i used a few of her poems<3 check her out she's amaizng