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I want you to feel the pain I felt when you were in my life, the pain I still feel because of you.

I want you to feel the obsession and confusion.

The constant worry and doubt.

"What if I did something wrong?"

"What if you're lying?"

WHAT IF WHAT IF.

What if I just want revenge?

I want you to be damaged like me,

damaged beyond repair.

scars tracing your skin,

failed suicide attempts.

I want you to feel it all.

I want to hurt you to the point you're in a bigger black hole then I was,

spiraling out of control.

I want you in a place where there's no escape.

Screaming, crying, saying your sorry won't do shit.

Nobody will come to save you once they know the truth.

I want you damaged to the point you can't do anything but sit there and cry.

Regretting your life.

I want you to feel my pain, "times infinity".

I want you broken beyond repair.

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