I'm on the edge,
Waiting for someone to remind me
Of what we once were--
But were we anything, even then?
Something holds me, confused,
Still falling into your trap.
My heart yearns and aches;
It's almost impossible to hold back.
...but the I remember what happened before,
And try to erase it from my thoughts.
I can't!
It's permanently etched into my mind-
My heart-
My soul.
My will is getting weaker,
I'm about to fall at your feet,
Only to have you trample all over me,
murder me cold.
Because even that would be better
Than always wanting,
Waiting,
Wishing you'd return to me
Even though I know you won't.
This is the end.
My breaking point.
The memories are too overbearing--
Not fresh in my mind
But still there, hard as rock,
And I can't break them down!
Nothing can save me, now.
