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Dear diary

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I walked inside of the cafe I just went to get a breakfast sandwich with some water . After I got my food and paid I sat in the corner and got out my diary and wrote in it .

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I walked into the cafe feeling hungry ,I got pancakes , I paid when I got my food then , I sat in the back like the usual, I hate to be around people they sometimes disgust me. When I sat down I looked to my side I saw this boy sitting and writing inside of a book I was just staring at the boy talk , he looked so fucking hot ! I loved how his bubblegum pink lips moved . I wish his lips could be on mine.

Damn why haven't I met him way earlier, who even is he ! Fuck he's so my type I need a emo baddie ! I really wanted to talk to him but I was so scared . like what will he say or do ?? I then got the courage to talk to him , I scooted next to him.

" hey" I said . The boy looked at me and close his book ." Uh hi " he said." I'm Jake Webber by the way it's really nice to meet you " I said. "Nice to meet you too , Jake Webber ?" the boy said with a little laugh .

Oh my god his laugh is even baby girl ." Um yeah , but your hair looks cool , your all I wanted to be when I was younger " I said while laughing . " oh thank you , I'm Johnnie by the way , Johnnie guilbert" he said." Okay , well would you like my number ?" I asked." Yeah I'll give you my number too " he said." Okay" I said . Me and the boy exchanged numbers ." Well it was nice meeting you " I said.

" yeah same" the boy said. I scooted back over to my side and Finished eating .

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I was really confused when he came up to me , I was thinking he was an under cover police officer! He was kinda hot, he had a really nice bod, I wish I could have those muscles and abs , but I can't gain a pound not even 1 one actually. But I don't like thinking like that no more because I always want to cut my thighs when I think bad about myself .

I just ate my food and finished writing in my diary. A little later I was done eating , I threw my things away and was about to walk out when I saw it was pouring down outside ." Uhhhh fuck me~" I groaned . I was about to put my hood on when I heard a voice coming from behind me.

" need a ride?" I turned around to see that hot tall man standing there. Yes duh ." Yes please" I said. " okay let's go " he said. Me and him walked out of the cafe and I got in the car ."Jesus it's pouring down there" I said."yeah it is , do you drive ?" He asked." no I don't have my license, and I'm 26 by the way " I said." That's alright , I mean it don't matter" he said.

" yeah , is it fun having your license?" I asked Jake." No , because then so much people depend on you and it's fucking sickening " he said." Oh gosh , well I'm not that person , like if I know you have something I want keep using you for it " I said." Thank you that's what I like to hear " he said . I laughed at him . " your going home right ?" He asks me. " um yeah " I said. I then told him my address .

" so how is it for you living in LA?" Jake asked." Umm , I don't really pay where I live any mind " I said." Why?" He asked." I don't know I guess because it's not important unless I'm in danger " i said." Actually that's a good answer" he said .
Just fuck me already , he's so fucking hot !! " do you like living in LA?" I asked .

" it's actually a cool place , do you?" He asked me." Well yeah a little I don't really go out " I said." Really ?! Oh my god dude you have to get out more " he said." I know I try but I just don't do it " I said. " hmm" he hummed. I then stare at his lips ." Did this hurt ?" I asked point to my lip mocking the snack bites that's not on my lips but his ." oh these , um I say 8/10 , for the pain tolerance " he said.

" I think your more brave then me " I said." You think ? Hmm maybe your a tough cookie " he said smiling at me . Punch me in the face !! The smile has me dying!!! " maybe I am " I said blushing . " is this your house ?" He asked ." Yes , thank you Jake" I said.

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" thank you Jake" Johnnie said. Oh my god he said my name , my crush said my name on our first day meeting each other!." Yeah no problem, you take care and if you need anything feel free to call or text me " I said. " oh alright I will , see ya!" He said before closing the door . I just watched his little body run inside of the rain all the way to his door ." Cutie " I said before pulling off .