Each day of my life
seems a waste of space and time,
like a crumpled tissue is useless,
I am exactly just the same.
My story knows no happy end,
oh no, I don't wish for a prince,
oh no, I don't wish for any money,
no strength, no life, nothing else.
Just a pink tinge of happiness
in the lives of my loved ones,
They are the best life can offer;
I wish for their smile, nothing more.
They are the moon for me,
they are the sun in the rain,
they are the seasons all 6 of them,
of my dull lonely colorless world.
I love them the most;
I will leave everything else
if it means I can nurture their souls;
I will bury mine in depth.
Oh, I wish they were not so perfect,
oh, I wish I had an excuse to escape,
oh, how I wish, I was at least good,
but here I am, hiding myself in books.
I'm not the one they deserve,
I'm not the gem, just a thrown one,
but one thing I am sure of:
I love them the most because they are the ones.
The ones to keep me going each morning;
otherwise, I would have died a long time ago,
This air is suffocating and captivating;
I would have strangled a long time ago.
~ Serenus
17.03.24
A/n: ''don't worry if i don't succeed this time i will strangle my neck up above, or will jump in the sea don't worry maa papa i promise!''
