Rumor ⁽ⱽᵉʳˢᶦᵒⁿ ²⁾

1

(TW: Mentions of pills and vomit)

One day, junhan starts noticing that his bandmates are ignoring him, but why?

Did he do something wrong?did he make them uncomfortable they would tell each other EVERYTHING...when they left, when they showered when they went out to eat when they went to band practice but they didn't tell him anything anymore

Jungsu junhans roommate would ignore him aswell he tried to talk to him, but he couldn't cause he'd either say "junhan can't you see I'm busy?"Junhan, I'm busy."Junhan respectfully shut up." These responses hurt him more than you would think

The heroes wouldn't call junhan,gaon or ode their stage names they would call them their real names Hyeongjun,jiseok and seungmin they only used stage names when they were upset with each other and all the heroes were using Hyeongjuns stage name

They didn't even tell him the dates for band practice anymore they wouldn't go out like they normally would they wouldn't eat with him anymore they would ignore him and they even had private hair appointments but then he would go on their private Instagram and see a photo of all of the other heoroes together laughing he felt alone not that he hated being alone but he wasnt used to it anymore weeks went by, and they were about to release their new album deadlock they were still ignoring him he was even told by his Manger that he would be forced to take a 3 week hiutas from the group after the album released

After a few days, the album was released, and the manager told junhan that it was time for his hiatus junhan just nodded and left he went back to him and jungsus dorm he might aswell get changed and go eat dinner it was almost night time and jungsu wouldnt let him go out this late even if he was 20 and is able to go outside whenever he pleased to

he saw that the heroes were watching a movie in their dorm he didn't want to walk past their movie so he walked through the kitchen to get to his shared room he changed into some bell bottoms and an oversized shirt he had bought he also took a hoodie. he wore some accessories just a necklace and a few rings

he then walked through the kitchen again the others staring at him as he drank a glass of water and a stress relief pill they were bad for him but he didn't care the other heroes would usually stop him from drinking one but they just stared at him when he was done taking the pill he looked down at the pack of pills and the glass holding his mouth... shaking, trying not to throw up, but he knew it was impossible he grabbed the nearest water bottle and the pills and left out the door

He ran to the convenience store that was seconds away and he bowed to greet the cashier and went straight to the bathroom, where he threw up drinking the water bottle he had in his pocket managing to drink all of it he sat on the bathroom floor he felt better he than stood up and left

He walked to his favorite restaurant and got a table, but the only available seats were tables for six so he prayed that no one would show up randomly and his wish was granted no one came in after he did and he was very grateful for that he then went to the park where him and his members would usually hang out he plugged in his headphones and started swinging himself

Remembering how ode would usually push the swing so he would go faster on the swings and how the two would laugh while the others played somewhere else yes they were grown adults but they wanted to have fun plus they'd always do it at night to not get weird stares from parents taking their kids to the park

He stopped swinging himself and began to cry he was mad,furious,anxious, and he didn't know what to do he hated everything, including himself. What did he do to make his best friends hate him he couldn't breathe. He was choking on tears holding the metal chain of the swing he began to swing himself slowly. He then felt someone tap his shoulder