The Poem Book That Shouldn't Be Seen [P1: If It Goes Up, Must Come Down]

S.I.M.P

"See you next year,
I love you",
"My loved one, lost you is my fear",
"Protect you at all costs".

I think I should have let her go
That I shouldn't have continued crying,
I shouldn't depend on you, but I don't want to forget you,
I wouldn't keep lying to you If I didn't continue loving you.

Maybe I'm just a SIMP,
Maybe I'm doing too much for you,
I'm turning off the lamp inside me,
Because I can't stop thinking about you.

If loving you is a sin,
I will be wanting you to be my sin,
And if I go to hell for you,
I want to go with you.

I would like to feel your lips,
Steal your gaze,
I want to slip on ice, be able to say
"I like the way you kiss me",
I don't want to freeze my heart for you.

Enslave my soul until I die,
Find what It's hidden inside me,
What I feel for you is the life that is filled in and, without lies,
If I were Midas, you would be my golden statue.

But when we were together, I ran away,
I was hiding from you,
And now I'm looking for your love,
I wait your response as long as I have left.

I feel like there's a snowfall,
Now I feel cold, lonelyness, but also peace,
I hope one day you call me,
Or the ice inside me will never defrost.

Like I'm in an elevator falling to hell,
Like I'm running out of time,
As if I couldn't wait anymore,
But still waiting.

As if they were my last words before dying,
Before going,
As if I already felt the two knights dressed in black,
Waiting to fight,
With golden robes, waiting for me at the door.

As if my greed burned me inside,
Nothing to lose,
Heading to the other side,
But I can't win anything anymore so it's of no use.

Traveling to the underworld,
Where the blackness of darkness hides,
Where everything is black, in another world,
With the only strategy of sending lies.

When you have nothing to lose,
You don't give a shit about anything,
And you can do whatever you want,
But what can you do without anything and if what you want you've already lost?

For you, I would die,
For you, I would kill,
For you, I would lie,
For you, I'd say I'll do it.