his healer and guider forever(On Hold Till June 2025)

chapter 15

rayyan pov:

i don't know, i don't know but as she entered the kitchen i saw her i saw her face it was breath taking her beautiful features were visible she was looking so beautiful in the dim lights of nighty thought her milky skin was mostly covered but her hands and face revealed it i couldn't take eyes from her then i heard a sound of clearing throat and i came to my senses she asked me if i was hungry i wanted to reply yes, but i don 't know my ego stopped me and i replied no i don't know what she was doing but i constantly stared at her i couldn't remove my eyes from her after doing something she glanced at me i turned to other side avoiding her she was moving out i had a constant urge to stop her to ask her serve me food she turned towards me and what she said made me froze she told me to sit and eat though i showed her my attitude she served me the food before i could eat when she was serving i saw the burnt mark which was red she applied ointment to it though her bangles covered most part but still it was visible i unknowingly grabbed her hand but instantly released looking at her face he too didn't  say anything she said

"start eating "

before i could eat she stopped me what she told shocked me

"say Bismillah before eating "

i first looked at her disbelief that had she forgotten what i told her that i don't beleive in my relegion but though i couldn't refuse her word i said
"Bismillah"

and kept the first morsel in my mouth it was so tasty i could say one thing with assuringly that she was a great cook i don't know normally after food also i didn't feel pease but after eating food by saying Bismillah made my stomach relax.

after having food i went to my room and slept peacfully even the nightmares which i usually get at night of 5 years back also i didn't get i felt very fresh i got up and went down she has already cooked everything  for breakfast i used to think how she gets up so early i have never in my life seen such a punctual girl i just wanted to see a glimpse of her i had a constant urge but to my dissapointment hajra amma came out of the kitchen. she served me food i was going to keep a morsel in my mind but those words from last night of her i remembered and i said 
"Bismillah"

i don't know why but hajrah amma stared at me like i was some ghost who was sitting but i enjoyed her reaction and chuckled she again stared me with a expression of disbeleif i was it self shocked that  i was laughing and obeying her words never in my life i have listened or thought someone's words but still i was enjoying this feeling.