The Poem Book That Shouldn't Be Seen [P1: If It Goes Up, Must Come Down]

I Want to Believe.

I don't want to talk to you,
I'm afraid you won't answer.

I feel like everything is lost,
And if I try to avoid it,
My ideal destination will become a ghost,
That's why I sink into the void while crying.

That's why even if I want to know you,
I repress myself and avoid showing you,
I get stressed, trying to slow down,

Knowing that you will not return, and wherever I go it will never be my turn.

I ask you to speak for yourself,
Tell me the truth,
Let me hate you instead of forcing myself to try to forget you,
Because you know your words will never come out of my mouth.

I want to believe in reincarnation,
To know that I will have another chance,
In the multiverse to know that according to my invention,
Another me could be with you for once.

I want to believe in God,
So that in heaven we can see each other,
I hope I can get a mod,
A modification that changes this life for another one.