The Poem Book That Shouldn't Be Seen [P1: If It Goes Up, Must Come Down]

I see a crystal ball in your eyes.

In your eyes I only saw the multiverse,
Like it's science fiction,
A look that caused a thousand cries,
It provoked you an addiction to rolling dice.

Your look made me remember everything I forgot,
And I keep remembering every time I think about what it was like,
It was like I had a bunch of marbles hitting each hemisphere of my brain, a lot,
Like holding a crystal ball that will reveal to me what is true and fake in a millisecond.

The last time I saw that look was for such a short time,
It was fast but it hit,
Came up to me,
A little bit of it was enough.

Because a moment looking at you makes you fall in love,
And I fell in love,
And I keep falling in love,
Even after seeing the future behind the crystal ball in your eyes,
I  keep crashing against the wall and falling into the well, consecutively.

I can not fall for you,
And I can't stop hitting myself for you,
Making the same mistake over and over again,
But I'm not a wolf because I'm weak and I'm losing it, her and me.

I'm not lonely because I depend on you,
I am a sinner, but you are the sin,
You know I will continue like this until the end,
And I know you'll probably try to escape from my pink roses.

It's okay,
Just make it that way.