The Poem Book That Shouldn't Be Seen [P1: If It Goes Up, Must Come Down]

It was not "Lázaro", but it was Quixote.

P p p p p p p
Best best best,
Not lost,
Lie to, yourself

Pray for me,
I'm most of a not worst host,
P p p p p p,
What I am writing,
I don't know, I'm not crying,
It's what counts,
I will talk to you again,
Ants walk like my gains.
So I'll try not to feel pain, okay?

Just, don't,
Just, won't,
Just, shouldn't,
Just, wouldn't,
Just, let me stop being an ant,
Say "Letting", please,
It will be worse for us, at least for me, please...

I don't even know what kind of music I'm listening to right now,
Ought to, but how am I, waking up?
I am waking up, that's how?
That's not that low, right?
Now?