The Poem Book That Shouldn't Be Seen [P1: If It Goes Up, Must Come Down]

Leave it alone.

Dealing with problems,
Feeling like vomiting from anxiety,
Suffering more and more with each poem,
I want to retire, send everything, without creativity, to the trash...

Leave everything and forget,
What else can I do,
I guess it doesn't matter what I do,
I guess once I have everything, the only thing that matters is what you do..

Let me love you,
Let me be with you,
What am I saying,
I never met you,
I don't even know you,
And I will never do it,
I lost the count,
I won't be able to try.

Even stranger,
What will you think?
From this dumber,
After asking you questions practically every week.

And stop doing it for a month,
Stop writing to you, talking to you,
But never stop loving you,
You will never care,
Because I will never talk to you about it.