The Poem Book That Shouldn't Be Seen [P1: If It Goes Up, Must Come Down]

Pride.

I remember now,
What I put on my profile,
Some mistakes have consequences, sooner or later, they come faster or slower,
Act thinking about them, please.

Love can make you suffer,
But pride can kill you,
Wake up and stay alert,
The next one will be you.

So once the consequences come,
Don't shit yourself, you chose this,
What a shame, they will think,
Is it your wish?

Do you think I like to suffer for you?
Do you think I choose who to fall in love with?
I mean, I chose it, four years ago, a month later it was no longer my choice,
Now I'm the boy whose love is your mouth.

If my pride kills me,
My love will make me commit suicide,
If my pills make me sleep,
My alcohol will make me take a step forward the good side.

If I waste money,
Keep in mind that I didn't even receive a scholarship,
If they force me to pray I will force myself to go lie down, okey?
Let's leave the ship for once,

If I tell you what I feel, it may be the last time I feel, I may not be able to tell you again,

I will die in pain.