The Poem Book That Shouldn't Be Seen [P1: If It Goes Up, Must Come Down]

In denial.

I'm really just in denial,
You were the person who gave me the most love in my entire life and I lost you,
And probably for you that amount of love would be no personal,
The reality is that I will continue to love you until I die and I won't be able to stand it.

Because no one in my entire life is going to give me the feelings you gave me, I will never be able to relive it,
So I'll just cry for you,
It makes me feel calm, saved,
I hope that God exists and you can go to heaven for me, at least you, I will pray for you.