The Poem Book That Shouldn't Be Seen [P1: If It Goes Up, Must Come Down]

Sufferin', Dyin', Again.

I saw my first love again,
It was the worst thing I have now, I'm in grief again,
I'm in pain, for bein' rememberin',
For bein' sufferin', dyin' again.

I don't want to go through what happened,
But why lie, I'm also going through something worse now,
So we have the mistakes of the past plus the suffering of the present passed,
Or something like that, or anything else, I don't know.

I only know that I know nothing,
I just know that I don't know what to do,
I just know that I'm melting,
For some strange reason this suffering makes me happy, to feel like I'm having a purpose, somehow.

Lower or faster, below or high.

Tough or rough.