If It Goes Up, Must Come Down. [Part 1]

Wonder how you are.

When I leave everyone I will abandon,
I can't be with anyone without ending up hating them,
I left them all and left London,
I couldn't continue with you, my gem, I'm sorry.

The whole day, feeling like you're not doing enough,
Waiting for the next day to suffer,
Tomorrow will be the last day I will dance, tell me what won't be this tough,
Praying to God does not help you, it does matter, how harder you try sometimes.

Tired of effort,
Mentally tired,
Tired of sleep,
Physically tired.

Tired of sports, tired of work,
Tired of studying, tired of putting up with others,
Hated by lots, abandoned in the park,
Do you remember when you were a child and you knew that if they found you crying everyone would worry about you and ask you?

Now no one cares about you,
No one wonders how you are.