It is hard to be happy. I dont understend people who have a smile on their faces all the time. How is that possible.
For me it is sonetimes hard to smile without shering a tear. That smile is just too fake. It just hides so much and nothing at the same time. I dont have a reason to be depresed or even sad. I have family who loves me, im healthy i have food on the table every day. Yes, it is not a perfect life you see on tv shows about rich people and i dont mind. But there is still something wrong. You now like even if there are perfect conditions for, i dont know, apples to grow,there are still some that are spoiled. And that is me. And these apples kind of have to fall of the tree to give more space for others, the healthy ones.
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Randomplace where i can write anything that i want. i know im not a good writer and im not trying to be. i just need to have a place where i can say whatever i want. + my english is bad
