Sometimes I feel like you love me and only love me and no one else but other times I'm doubting it because you pay more attention to them then you do me it hurts I feel like you love me then you hate me why can't this be a constant love no hate but I guess sometimes that's to much to ask from a guy. It hurts when you pay more attention to them then you do me because I feel like you don't want me there like I'm to annoying and that maybe just maybe I'm not good enough but. That's the price of having phobias.......you feel like no matter what or how many times your told your good enough people do somethingtha makes you feel bad again and you wonder why your even around those people... why do they matter? Why do I have friends? Should I just isolate myself? Maybe if I do you'll understand what I'm going through
