I took it with so much serious
Handled it all to make it forever
Never a chance did i took
Never a chance did i saw
It breaking in anyways
I softned even the smallest scratches
For i wanted it to shine more brighter
Dint convey a single negative
For i feared it may cause an bad impact,
That will make it the precious feel worthless
All i saw was positive
How can find a flaw
I wished only goodness for it
And tried to work over it
More than the temporary life for marks,
I felt lucky to have found it there
May be i should have been extra caucious,
I should have been very clear
What the effects could have been
That stupid girl in me
Become brainless today.
When i hurted it worst -a hurt unexplainable
A hurt i never meant to do.
A hurt i just dint even realise i did
Oh how shall i punish me for this.!??
Here i am struggling to even console
How foolish am
To put my anger over small issues
Leading to a great loss
A loss of good time
A heart that got deep hurt
A hurt that might never get forgoten.
And now am hurt
That i hurted it so carelessly.
My precious friend
I cant request a forgiveness
But allow me to say sorry.
For i dono anyother way
As the hurting is not something
Am used to be doing.
Very sorry my friend
For i have made our frndship
Hurt.
I know friendhship survives hurts
But how can i face this now???
Undoing hurt is something
I hve never heard off.
Cant even dare to reapeat my act
Anywhere again.
------Vidhyavathy (23 12 2015)
The day my stupid attitude and anger showed me how evil i can become)
