Through the epitome of darkness
A light is always shown.
But where is my light?
I've started to doubt it will ever be
known.
They say I'm one of a kind
That my weirdom is unmatched.
I go through life looking for my other.
But its too hard when I'm blind
Try after try my heart gets more
scratched.
Just when I think I'm at ends again,
I see a bright flame uncanny to any
other.
So I try to start this new chapter and
begin,
She's perfect, the one you bring to
mother,
Gazing at her heart, mind, body, and
soul,
I have to wonder if this is too good to
be true.
I want to let her in but at the same
time I don't
because she can ruin my heart if she
pleases.
She has all the right charms
With all the swagger anyone ever
needs.
When she looks my way I feel secure and warm,
I learn new things about her everyday
And everyday I like more and more.
My biggest fear is her be the one that
got away.
I pray to find my light in this
darkness,
And now I'm thinking God has
answered it.
But what do I know, I'm still only a
kid.
Besides, she said she wants to be only
friends,
But that is something I will try to
change for
each waking moment I have the
chance.
Because what I see in her isn't a "hit
and diss"
but a long beautiful relationship for
years to come.
I constantly wonder how she feels,
but more importantly,
I wonder if she is ever willing to be
my light...
