random writing pieces

december

 

will you ever imagine us going back? me coming into your arms and forgetting everything that was on my mind, insanity, how i could forget how you hurt me

do you ever imagine me? with my short cut hair, and my crooked smile, and how the tears flew out of my eye sockets soundlessly. like a pin drop to the floor

could you ever imagine lying? instead of hurting me at that moment, brushing it off as if it were nothing, for a split nanosecond thinking about me

maybe one day imagining you loving me? with your hands in my hair and my smile so bright and how existing with you would have been all right

never one day will you think of me as your love, i will always be your worst hello and your greatest goodbye

right?