I don't understand....

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It was about 1 in the morning. Jake had fallen asleep from the sex afterglow. He looked so cute. I just... I don't know anymore. It felt so real too. But earlier today, when we were with the girls he seemed so distant. He didn't even want to hold my hand.

I asked him about it when we got home and he just brushed it off and started kissing my neck. I gave in because damn it felt so good. When we were done he told me he loved me and fell asleep next to me.

This wasn't a new thing either, he had been like this for as long as I can remember. He's never like a partner in public... it's only when we're alone. I guess maybe he's just being modest?
No he would at least touch me. He.... he must be... embarrassed of...me.

I need to get some sleep.

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