"Castiel.. Just because he killed himself, doesn't mean you have to follow in his footsteps..."
My therapist always told me
But
I wasn't just following after Dean
Or trying to be with him again.
I truly wanted to die.
I didn't have any reason to remain here.
No reason to keep trying.
I lived with Sam now.
My parents have been gone
My whole life.
I've lived alone.
But I wasn't trusted to be alone.
Not after what I did.
Sam let me have Deans room
He kept all sharp objects away
And all medicine
Gone.
Locked in a safe.
