"In that case, we're over. I can't stand being with someone who is just going to pull me apart piece by piece. Nothing I do is right! I'm never good enough for you! I'm done!"
"Fine, I don't want to be with a girl who can't even love herself. I knew this was a mistake from the second it began."
"My friends were right about you."
That was the last thing I said to Dan for a long time.
My mom already loved to tear me down and I was the walking embodiment of depression. I never saw myself as good enough for anyone. Dan knew this. He knew this and, for some reason, he added onto it.
I would beg for him to even talk to me. I struggled to find ways to be around him. Nothing I ever did for him was good enough. I couldn't take it. He had to go.
Everything was fine.
Well, not really. For a few days after, I was a wreck. I barely left my room. My mother continued to throw verbal punches at me. That was the shortest summer of my life. Next thing I knew, school started back up.
Who better to find in my homeroom than ... yes, Dan Howell.
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In normal circumstances, it would've been awkward and at first, it was. However, we grew back together as friends. Soon enough, I was on medicine to control my depression and found a new boyfriend.
Everything is perfect now. Too perfect.
~ HEY GUYS So this is a little intro chapter I promise the next one will be longer. Also, I apologize for the cover, or lack thereof. I'm working on it because I'm a perfectionist but I wanted to get this uploaded so...
