I stare out my window, looking at the moon.
I imagine i can fly, like a butterfly leaving its cocoon.
I take a breath, hoping it's my last.
The night, it slowly passed.
I crawl down from my window, like a princess from her tower.
What a shame, it's only been an hour.
I'm sorry, for the silence.
I know, you showed me guidance.
I wasn't an angel.
The truth might hurt but, for me it's more than painful.
I take the knife, you sharpened yourself.
Trust me, don't worry about my health.
I place it on my wrist.
I know i won't be missed.
A tear rolls down my face.
Maybe I'll go to a better place.
Goodbye Dad i whisper out loud.
And look up at the night clouds.
I forget what I'm doing.
All i can hear is the owl cooing.
i try to put it all behind.
But, honestly all I can think of is Suicide.
