TRASHED

writing him lol

I was in my bed room writing him on my Walls as usual ...i have to do this mess on the wall and i love making the Walls colorful ...i like making every thing beautiful by his name i don't want to waste seconds without praising him calling out his name in my heart ..I guess that is my way of loving him.. loving him all by myself ...Ted ..Ted...Ted there where thousands of Ted everywhere ..my hand.. diary.. the celling .. desk my heart and soul it was all diccorated by his name my one and only ....i never stop loving him I want his touch which I am always hungry for ..his breath so hasky.. warm..I never got any closer with him except for that time that instant time when all my miracle happen.

It was last year last day of school ..and I was feeling dizzy my Head was heavy as hell ... My body felt like someone else's every thing around me started gettivng all blurry that was when he grabbed me in his arms so muscular ...wee though I couldn't see clearly his touch electrified me then I heard his voice "are you oky?" ...I gather all my energy that was left in me and open my eyes ..then comes the angel face his face coved with worry... for me how sweet I know he was very handsome I felt butterfly's all of a sudden.."are you ok? " he cried I was felling better already but I wanted to stay longer his hands was something ..I never felt this comfortable ...until that moment then he held me even closer and start walking I had no clue where he was taking me but who cares ... I felt i was all covered inside him my hand on his shoulders ..very hot! I know I was already fine and I was faking it now but who would let this chance slide Right? I was curious. where is he taking me? finally l said "you can put me down now ..I am ok" then he did he put me in the bench and Sat in front "I thought you were falling you looked so pail" he spoke

"I don't know I never got this sick" I said "but I am felling better now all thanks to you I said trying to focus and avoiding his eyes which is green and just wow!

" Naa what did I do ..I can take you to the clinic or call a friend to take you home"He offer

"Nonoo its fine you have done enough already thanks!" I said feeling red all of a sudden and hating my self for blushing.wtf! I cursed ma self inside

.."what ever you say miss and he smile oww for no reason I forgot I was sick n smile back butterfly's again ... I guess I'll see you around ..hmm he said wating for my answer ...God!he killed me the way he think the way he said hmm ... dazzling but I didn't want him to think I was some weirdo so I stop staring and stop smiling like nuts! And "betty... I said simply"

.."Ted ..... He said his hands ready to shake mine and I responded ...again electrified ....

Then he vanished. He was already gone and I was only left with his memory's in my own little creepy world!