16 And Pregnant

Chapter 1 :What have I done ?

Selena's POV

Buzzed is a description of myself right now . Though I never was one to drink Cassidy said I need to loosen up , then handed me a cup with some type of alcohol , though my grades are good I don't consider myself a good girl , but I don't really like parties or drugs and alcohol .

I know shocking 'The popular girl' doesn't like parties , you'd think I'd be a social butterfly considering I'm 'popular' but nope.

I feel like I don't belong here but self discovery comes with the high school experience right ? Maybe I do belong here , maybe I don't  .

I sway my hips to the beat of a song I can't seem to recognize , Cassidy is nowhere to be seen ,  and I'm on my fifth cup of unidentified alcohol .

As I dance I feel strong arms wrap around my waist , usually I'd push the person away but something feels so right about this strangers touch " you're beautiful" I now recognize the voice of Justin a 'bad boy' of Palmdale Hills High school , he and his twin Jason are supposedly some type of drug dealers or in a gang , I've never personally had a discussion with either of them but I've heard things .

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Touching , hands all over me is all I feel while his warm lips are pressed against mine , I feel his hands lower and suddenly the cool air hits my once jean covered lower abdomen .

I'm not one for one night stands , I've only had sex once and it was horrible maybe this will be different , he'll be different.

I pull away breathlessly and he eagerly leans in again , he reminds me of an addict it's like he can't get enough of my lips, he's very attractive and now in his boxers , his dog tags are cold on my warm bra covered breast .

"You're so beautiful " Justin mutters , I smile into the kiss and play with his hair as he lowers his boxers and I slid my panties off , my eagerness has taken me completely by surprise . I feel his lips back on mine and his hands slip behind me , I lift my body upwards so he can unclip my bra , he pulls back and stares at my chest with clear admiration .

"Your tits are amazing " Justin says diving his face into them , I giggle at his choice of words then I feel his lips on my neck as he peppers it with sweet kisses  "are you sure ? You're  really small " he says nervously  I'm taken aback , he's actually asking me if I'm sure about sleeping with him ? Rumor has it he's been with countless girls .

"Yes , I can take it  " I breath , he groans when I say this and smashes his lips on mine once again .

Justin spreads my legs farther apart and I feel his tip at my entrance " oh !  Please don't tease me " I moan arching my back a little "we have all night baby , I'm trying to take my time " he whispers in my ear then finally enters me with one big thrust , I wince a little , he's so big and this is my second time after all .

"You're not a Virgin are you ?" Justin  asks , I shake my head "second time " I say as the pain lessens "that explains why you're​ so tight " he moans as a cool wave of pleasure rolls over me , I moan "Justin " I cry out , he reattaches his lips to mine and kisses me roughly yet passionate , I move my hips a little meeting his thrust "damn baby" he moans dropping his face onto my shoulder "fuck shit you feel so good " he cries ,I claw at his back surely leaving marks as he thrust into me .

" Holy fuck " Justin groans , pushing deeper inside of me , I yelp in pain "shit sorry " he says pulling out a little " no don't stop you feel so good inside me " I whine " fuck you're so hot " he moans pushing deeper " Dios mio !" I shout , clawing at his back " I don't know what the fuck you just said but it sounded hot as fuck " he says before pressing his lips against mine roughly. 

I feel something start to happen , something that didn't happen before " Oh god it feels so good ! " I gasp , he looks down into my eyes and goes even harder , pushing me over the edge " Justin !" I cry feeling my body let out some fluid , he starts letting out fluid too .

I push him off and sit up " holy shit did I just pee on you ? Did you just pee on me?"  I ask tilting my head in confusion , he falls flat onto the bed laughing  " you're adorable you know that? " he says " you think me pissing on you is adorable " I say making a face , he laughs louder " I made you cum , it wasn't pee " he says through laughs" oh " I say laying next to him , he pulls me on top of him " and I'm gonna do it over and over and over again but I came so hard  he needs a minute  , mind sitting on my face  ? " He winks .

I open my heavy eyelids and see Knick knacks , in a room I don't recognize , my head is pounding and I feel warm arms around my waist ; I turn my head slightly and see the beautiful face and body of Justin McCann ?  , Oh no what have I done ?

I carefully unwrap myself from Justin,  he stops snoring for a minute , I freeze then he turns on his belly and starts snoring again ,I sigh in relief and quickly get dressed , I'm so stupid ! I gave my body to a boy who could care less about me ! It felt really good though , I shake my head and grab my phone as I walk out of the room .

After responding to all of Cassidy's text , I take the bus home , I'm guessing I look like shit because I keep getting odd stares but I ignored them .

"Selena ?" Is the first thing I hear when I get home " yeah it's me " I call as I hear footsteps , oh no I see my dad ? He's been gone for like ever .

"Um hi dad " I say "don't you hi dad me where the hell where you ? Your mother called me having a meltdown , crying that you haven't came home and she thinks something happened to you " he scolds "like you care " I muttered " what did you say ? " He says I'm so done to this point "Like.You. Care . So do me a favor and go back to your family " I say and walk upstairs .

I took two Tylenols ,showered and stayed in bed all day  ,I felt better around one but I'm just really , really tired .

What am I gonna do tomorrow ? I rarely do , but what if I see Justin ? "Oh God "I groan , this is why I don't drink I do stupid things . I want to say fucking Cassidy ! But this is my fault .

"Selena wake up mija " I hear my mom say , I groan , fuck school ! " okay ma I'm up " I call as I hear her footsteps fade , I sit up , and stretch my arms then I stand up and stretch my legs , I look in the mirror and groan at my messy appearance, I'm in no mood to even try today .

I step into the shower , wash myself , blow dry my hair , put on a pair of leggings , green skater vans ,  and a white crop top  , put on some basic makeup ,  throw my hair into a messy ponytail , grab the golden cross my grandmother gave me and put it on , grab my black jansport ,and my phone with that I'm off to my bus .

I see a sea of kids pushing to get on the bus and roll my eyes , waiting patiently to get on .

Once I'm finally at the hell I call school , I text Cassidy to see where she's at and she immediately responds stating she's on her way.

" Hey" Taylor squeals "hi Taylor" I say not really wanting to talk to her , Taylor's boyfriend is apart of Justin's group and I don't want them to come over here " you don't sound too happy " she frowns "sorry I'm kinda in a mellow mood" I shrug .

"Babe !" Oh no its Taylors boyfriend Harry and he's with them ,  fuck ! Ding ! I take out my phone and thank lord for Cassidy ! "Um gotta go , see you around Taylor " I say avoiding the gaze burning through my head , I'm pretty sure it's Justin but who knows .