You're numb..
Too numb..
To feel what I feel towards you..
I've been giving you hints yet you just don't notice it..
And it pains me..
That time when you blocked me..
You left me hanging..
You made me look like a fool who was hoping that ONE DAY you could talk to me again..
But you shut me out completely..
And here I am, hopelessly in love with you..
Do you know how it feels?
No, because you're numb..
What pains me more is the fact that you like someone else while I'm here..
Trying to hide my pain and smile..
As much as I want to cry, I couldn't because I hate tears..
It was just showing my weakness..
But I realized it's not..
I realized that it's one of the ways to let it out..
What your heart has been aching for..
What your heart screams for..
And once, I let it out. All those heavy things on my shoulders were a bit carried off..
My life turned upsidedown because of you..
And I was also glad that you ignored me because I got to focus on my studies not thinking anything about you..
Almost forgetting you.
Just a little bit more and I can now move on..
But right when I can already move on, You suddenly came back.
I gave you cold glares as if I don't know you anymore.
You made me feel like this..
You ruined everything..
Now my heart that was shattered was getting picked up slowly by you..
It was almost complete but you crashed it again..
Like a glass that was shattered.
My heart was getting swept of by the broom..
You were crushing my heart then pick it up..
Then throwing it to the moment that I've already made my decision..
Throwing it when I already..
Fallen In Love with you deeply..
The end
