This was kind of inspired by when i had "for you" by Staind in my head, (link on the right ) which was weird becuase i havent herd it in ages.
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Somehow I always manage to slip away from the world,
back to this place.
Wandering the cold desolate halls,
I begin to hear the whispers.
They speak of things that hurt,
reminding me of what i have locked away in here.
I had it all buried- or so i like to think.
Bad experiences.
Fears mostly.
Especially the ones that came true.
They are all suppressed and hidden from the outside but never forgotten.
They remain always, echoed through these halls,
im haunted by voices that never stop.
Your voice.
Things you said.
Some of what was frightening seemed irrational.
Untill it came true.
Its lonley in here.
Not the good type either.
Its the deep, empty lonliness that manifests the soul.
"It was your fault" the voices say
in their cold emotionless growl.
"you should have listen to us."
"I know" i reply quietly.
"The ones you made most important in your life have already left. You got too close.'
"I know" i say barely audible as i was now choking back tears.
"Their forgetting you, and you know it. Its not affecting them like it is you, they don't care too much about it anyway."
i nodd, collapsing to my knees and cupping my hace in my hands.
"Hopefully you'll know better next time, well be sure not to let you forget this."
