ℬℰᎯUᏆℐℱUℒ ЅᏆℛᎯℕᎶℰℛ | ✔️

Beatiful Stranger

              
       ~B e a u t i f u l  S t r a n g e r~

I'm upset once again, something I think I'll never get rid of . How many times , oh-how many times did I break my fragile little heart OVER SOME STUPID GUY ?!?!

Okay , being a little overly-dramatic here aren't I?

So , I'm Katherine Isabella Moore , or else known as Katy by most people ; I'm a hopeless romantic for  which people confuse me with being a slattern (I'm not even going to use the small word that you people use nowadays . Because honestly , it actually hurts okay?!)
And seriously ? There's like a huge difference between being a slattern and a hopeless romantic ! I don't even dress like them (okay , maybe not 'entirely' . I just wear something a 'bit' short to get attention from the grown-ups, cause guess what ? Guys my age are obnoxious and immature). And dating half of the football team doesn't make me a slattern !

Okay , enough of the rant .

So I'm upset , because a guy broke up with me (not even going to talk about him). Yeah, not a new thing , really . Guys got attracted to me because of my looks , I played along with them , and the next thing you know they broke up with me because I was no 'fun'. Or the typical stupid " It's not you ; it's me" line.

But honestly , by this point I'm not even really sure who it actually is...

And what is your definition of fun? Is it only fu..—you know what ? I'm stopping right here.

I'm tired of dating guys who don't get me , who don't understand me . I'm tired of being a slattern  to people . I'm tired of being this....- a hopeless romantic .

I'm the type of girl who just wants an overprotective sweet boyfriend and a happily ever after like my mom and dad and my bro.

Maybe I'm going to stop doing this for a while-may be for a long time....
It only hurts me more , it's bruising me . Even my brother complains at me when I cover him with my snot while I cry ! But at least he consoled me . Now he left me for his uni !

Where do I go ?

Okay , rant again....

Stop , stop it Katy!

I sigh another time while sitting on the chair .
Currently , I'm looking out at a damp window , freshly washed by rain which has now stopped .
I keep looking at the sparkling window with thousands of water droplets that is beginning to fall away little by little .
A water droplet trails down gracefully as it meets another water droplet , finally falling down together....

I give out another dramatic sigh . Even the water droplet met  it's soulmate and they died together ! How is that even fair !!? OH MY GOODNESS , I'M JUST GONNA STOP NOW!

I tell my mind to shut off from it's overly weird thoughts as I focus back on the window .

The window is almost clear now , allowing me to see the sky which gives out small beams of golden sunlight. The cloud slowly moves away , introducing the clear blue sky....

I see a couple holding hands and smiling lovingly at each other .
The girl holds a red rose .
And they kiss.

Seriously ? Is life mocking me right now ? First the rain drops now an actual couple ! I mean , what the heck ?!

I still keep looking out the window with an irritated scowl on my face.
Suddenly , something catches my attention as my heart stung just a little teensy weensy bit.
I see a guy , hands in his pocket , a travel bag on his shoulders , all damp because of the rain.
Little rain drops glistened under the sun on his shaved head that sprouts small dark hair .