Im Afraid to Love Him [ Roc Royal Abuse/Love Story ]

This Is A Girl Name Rhea. Shes Marriage To Her Abuser, Chrestanto August. (Roc). She Gets abuse Everyday,  For No Actual reason. Shes Afraid to Love Him. She trys Everyday To Be The Most Perfect Wife She Can. She Crys Every Night, thinking About the Good Times. The Sad times, and When times She Needs Him. She could never face The real Him. Everybody already Left her. Alone. In A sad World. She turned Off her Friends justed To Get His Attention. But After That. He dissed her. So Now Her Crush, Became Into Her Abuser.

Woman on phone]

“Hello

Yeah I just walked in

Yeah I’m good you still working?

Tonight, right now?

‘Did I go out?’ yeah, I went out

I went, I went to a couple of clubs

I never went to bed

Shit… wine or water

Did you say something about a cold drink?

I don’t know, I’m delirious… night”

[Drake - Verse 1]

Cups of the Rosé

Bitches in my old phone

I should call one and go home

I’ve been in this club too long

The woman that I would try

Is happy with a good guy

But I’ve been drinking so much

That I’ma call her anyway and say

“Fuck that nigga that you love so bad

I know you still think about the times we had”

I say, “fuck that nigga that you think you found

And since you picked up I know he’s not around”

(Are you drunk right now?)

I’m just sayin’ you could do better

Tell me have you heard that lately?

I’m just sayin’ you could do better

And I’ll start hatin’ only if you make me

Uh, cups of the XO

All my people been here

I see all of her friends here

Guess she don’t have the time to kick it no more

Flights in the morning

What you doing that's so important?

I’ve been drinking so much

That I’ma call you anyway and say

“Fuck that nigga that you love so bad

I know you still think about the times we had”

I say, “fuck that nigga that you think you found

And since you picked up I know he’s not around”

(Are you drunk right now?)

I’m just sayin’, you could do better

Tell me have you heard that lately

I’m just sayin’ you could do better

And I’ll start hatin’ only if you make me

I think I’m addicted to naked pictures

And sitting talkin’ ’bout bitches that we almost had

I don’t think I’m conscious of making monsters

Outta the women I sponsor til it all goes bad

But shit it’s all good

We threw a party, yeah we threw a party

Bitches came over, yeah, we threw a party

I was just calling cause they were just leaving

Talk to me please, don’t have much to believe in

I need you right now, are you down to listen to me?

Too many drinks have been given to me

I got some women that's living off me

Paid for their flights and hotels I’m ashamed

Bet that you know them, I won’t say no names

After a while girl they all seem the same

I’ve had sex four times this week, I’ll explain

Having a hard time adjusting to fame

Sprite in that mixture, I’ve been talking crazy girl

I’m lucky that you picked up

Lucky that you stayed on

I need someone to put this weight on

[Drake and Woman on phone]

“Well I’m sorry” – [Drake]

“Are you drunk right now?” – [Woman]

I’m just sayin’ you could do better

Tell me have you heard that lately

I’m just sayin’ you could do better

And I’ll start hatin’ only if you make me

[Drake on phone]

“You’re not going to come?”

“Guess I’m bout to just kick it here then…”

Just throw up while I hold your hair back

Her white friend said “you niggas crazy”

I hope no-one heard that

I hope no-one heard that

Cause if they did, we gon be in some trouble

If they did, we gon be in some trouble, trouble, oh, oh, oh.

[ 12-1-2013]