Ryan,
I know I ask too much of to try and change your old ways when I shouldn't. I should open my eyes and realize how hard you really trying for me. I shouldn't make you feel like you need to change because it puts stress on you. I can't explain how much I feel about you, or how often I wonder if you are thinking about me through out the day. I know that I am always thinking about you. Right when I wake up until I sleep. You are my first and last thought each day. I get excited to log in because I know I get to talk to you. I don't know when the last time was I smiled so much my cheeks started to hurt. When I am gone you're all I think about. I love you so much and I care about you a lot, my love. I want to be in your life forever. My stomach does a little flip when I see that I have a message from you. I am glad that you are able to trust me with almost anything. You gave me something very special to you and your mother on our first anniversary. I still have it. Stay with me forever please?
I love you, RyBear.
-Love, Your Londie.
