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============ Don't Worry, It's my Last Song ============

Sometimes we reach a point in life, where we realize that its over

and we have to let go...

No turning back once we've made the decision,

No second chances.

No matter how hard,

No matter how painful,

No matter what the consequences it may have.

Even if...

It was as painful as watching the girl who was once the center of your life

Kissing another guy. Right. in. front. of. you.

I'm a vocalist in a band, and right now...

We are having our last gig before we disband, here, in the very first bar we ever performed on.

This is our starting point and it will be the Finishing line of our career as a band.

Another point of letting go...

We had to grow up.

We had to let go...

Our crazy dreams, we know won't reach anywhere.

Sometimes, letting go is better than holding on.

But, letting her go, was one of the worst thing that i ever had to do.

This is where I met her, and this is where we broke up...

She doesn't love me anymore,

Now, this is where I'm realizing, that she really isn't mine, not anymore.

And it hurts...

I looked down and blinked a few times, stopping my tears from rolling down my cheeks.

"Hey there Blondie.."

My head jerked up, when I heard that melodious voice, calling me with the sweetest nickname I've ever had.

I saw her approach me.

Her sweet lips curled into a happy and contented smile,

That I was once the reason why...

Those lips that used to tell me "I love you" everyday.

And the lips that muttered "Sorry, Its not working anymore. Let's break up." That shattered my world.

"Hey, nice seeing you here... I better go." was all I managed to say... and escaped towards the backstage.

15 minutes later,

Here I am now, on stage. Looking at the crowd. Looking at them.

Looking at her.

I gave my small introduction speech, and about the disbanding sentimental shits...

And sang my heart out...

From our very first song,

Until,

Finally, our last song...

And each member of our band was given the turn to say something..

And now, its my turn..

"Hey there, how you doing??... I hope you're alright..." I smiled, a bitter one

"so much have happened, and we can't change it, we can't fake it..."

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