Do You Believe? (Danisnotonfire&AmazingPhil)

"When Do Our Lives Begin?" C1

When Do Our Lives Begin?

There are many theories based on this question. Some people believe its when you are born and some people believe its when you can finally walk and talk. Me? I believe it happens when you meet your soulmate, just like mine did when i met my soulmate.

Daniel James Howell.

As soon as i say or hear that name, i smile so much that i actually worry whether my jaw will snap. I had never felt so happy as i did when i had first saw him. Sure, it wasn't the best reception. Definitely not the best reception now that i think about it, i should really shut up right now because i don't want to ruin the story for you do i? Trust me, its not exactly like it was some kind of romance story as soon as i saw him, its more like some kind of desperate love/hate story. He hated me while i loved him. He broke my heart into a million pieces and stomped on them with them stupid black Nike Air Max trainers that he liked more than he liked me. I would say eff him but im not the kind of person to swear. Especially when its about people that i love. To be honest, my life revolves around Dan. I would say it revolves around my brother or parents but i fell out of contact with them when i met him. I didn't fall out with them willingly but i couldn't help it, all they saw in Dan was a criminal who destroyed their brother or son. They don't see what i see, the man who saved me from a life of loneliness.

Sure, my life changed when i met him. I moved in with him in his two bedroomed apartment and i introduced him to my YouTube channel. To be completely honest, my fans started sending me hate, asking me why i was with someone who patently could do alot better and that he deserved better than me. At one point i wondered that too but he told me that they could like him all they want but he will never like them. I know i said that he hated me but that was before we became friends.

Our lives were extremely complicated. And not to mention tricky. The situation that we were in when we met doesn't really help the arguments that we have because he always yells that i could do better than him but i really don't think i could. I also cant imagine a life without him being the centre of it now.

I have never said this in my entire life but i love him.

I love Daniel Howell.

What the hell have i got myself into?

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I know its not exactly the best chapter but then again i did write that chapter without help from Charlotte.

Charlotte's chapters will be a bit shorter than mine because she writes things about 100-1000 words and i usually write about 1000-3000 words. The quantity doesn't matter though because Charlotte's chapters are alot better than mine. Charlotte will be writing smut because i am very not romantic and very not emotional (although the amount of tears i cry in a week could make a full sized Niagara Falls but you know what i mean by very not emotional.).

Oh yeah! Me and Charlotte went to Derby Playhouse to watch Alice In Wonderland and i spent the whole of the performance lying on her shoulder and during the interval, i threw foamy soap at her😂😂😂. After we got back we watched Nativity and we held hands throughout the whole film. Best Friendom though. BTW Chye is me and Charlotte's ship name and all of our friends ship us even though we look like we could be sisters.

Seriously i would die for her.

Aureviour,

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