Secret {Sugamon}

Chapter 1

/Rap Monster's P.O.V.\

I walk out of my dorm room to the living room to see Suga stretched out on the sofa in front of me. I can see a slight bulge in his pants, making me blush slightly. 'Why the hell am I blushing?' I scold myself. Quickly I sit down on the chair beside the sofa so I can awkwardly cross my legs, not understanding why I thought that bulge of his was so hot..

"Yo man," I say, throwing a pillow at the snoring Suga. 

"What the h-," Suga grabs the pillow and chucks it back at me. He misses and the pillow hits the base of the chair. It hits the ground with a soft thud, "Why'd ya do that?"

"Why not," I ask smirking. I lean down to pick the midnight black pillow off the floor and tuck it under my arm. Suga just glares at me, until I offer, "Why don't you turn on the TV, maybe there's something interesting on."

"Yeah sure," he replies. He pushes himself up with one elbow and leans over to grab the remote off the coffee table. His bulge moves, making me slightly hard again. 'Why the hell was I looking at his crotch...again?' I ask myself. I quickly look back to the blank TV screen before Suga notices my wandering eyes. 

"Here, ya want it?" Suga asks, stretching out his arm, offering me the remote. 

"Yeah, sure," I say, I lean over to grab the remote from his grasp. My finger slightly brushes his hand. Quickly I pull away. Jerking my hand back like I had been burned. Suga looks at my hand and then back at my face. 

"I'm sorry?" Suga says, asking almost. Not knowing what he did.

"Oh, don't be," I say, rushing my words, "You just shocked me," I lie. 

"Oh," he laughs, his voice filling my chest with joy, "Sorry." I click the power button for the TV and the room fills with sound. I flip through the channels for a while before we settle on a old rerun of a movie. 

"What ya guys watching?" Jungkook asks, jumping over the back of the sofa and nearly crushing Suga as he lands. 

"Hey!" Suga yelps, he picks up a pillow and chucks it at Jungkook's head, "Watch it." 

"Yeah whatever," Jungkook laughs. 

"You know we told you not to do that," I scold, "It ruins the sofa."

"When do you ever care about ruining stuff, oh God of Destruction," Jungkook makes slight bowing motions as he says this. I just roll my eyes and turn my focus back to the screen. 

Not soon after, Jimin and V come in arguing about who is hotter. "I think you both look like trash cans, now shut up and watch the movie," I snap, tired of them arguing over something so stupid. 

"It's not like you look any better," Jimin throws back, Suga and Jungkook snicker. 

"Good one," V laughs, lightly punching Jimin in the shoulder. Jimin and V high five right before I chuck three pillows in their direction. One hits Jimin square in the face and one against V's shoulder. As for the third one, that one hit Suga right in the eye. 

"Hey! Watch where you're throwing," Suga complains, "Your aim is so bad." V and Jimin laugh as Suga rants about my awful aim. 

"What if I was aiming for your-?" I ask, almost saying, 'What if I was aiming for your sexiness?'. 

"'Your'?" Suga asks, raising one eyebrow. 

"I meant to say just 'you', but ya know, I accidently said 'your'." I reply, 'Dang, that was close. Why was I going to say that?' 

"Ah. okay," Suga says, his gaze turns back to the TV screen. I stretch my legs and prop them up on the coffee table. "Are you two gonna stand there the whole time?" I ask Jimin and V, who are standing behind the couch.

"Oh, yeah, I'm standing," V replies, he walks around the couch and sits next to Jungkook, Jimin follows and sits beside him. Suga snickers but doesn't say anything. 'Dang...he looks really cute when he laughs,' I think, 'Why in the world am I having these thoughts? Am- am- I gay?'

"I'm hungry," I hear J-Hope complain down the hallway. 

"Well then order some delivery or something," Jin says plainly, "What are you guys watching?" 

"Just some old rerun of a movie," Jungkook replies before anyone else can. 

"Ah, okay," Jin says, flopping down on the other chair beside the sofa. 

"Where am I gonna sit?" J-Hope whines as he looks around, noticing all of the seats taken, "I guess I'll just sit here." He flops down onto Jimin's and V's lap. Gaining a few grunts from them. 

"What the hell, J-Hope?" Jimin snaps. "That hurt." Jimin pushes J-Hope off his lap and puts his hands in front of his crotch, protecting it. Everyone in the room laughs, except V and Jimin. 

"Dude, why," V stands up, stretching his legs. "That was not funny, but I'll go make some popcorn." 

"Don't forget the extra butter," I say while laughing. V just glares at me as he walks to the kitchen. The movie goes to commercial and J-Hope steals V's spot, making Jimin move over as much as he can. 

"Oh come on," V complains as he walks in and sees J-Hope in his spot. "Get up or else you ain't getting any popcorn."  V glares at J-Hope, standing in front of him. "Get up!" 

"Fine, fine, I'll just sit on the-," he makes a pouty face, "-floor."

"Oh hush up you two," Jin exclaims, "I just want to be able to watch the movie in peace!" 

"I agree with Jin," Suga says, grabbing a handful of popcorn from V. 

"Hey, get your own!" V complains, hugging the popcorn bin protectively. 

"Why don't you just-," Suga tries to say but I cut him off.

"Everyone just shut all of your traps and watch the damn movie," I snap, a little tired of everyone arguing. After that, everyone is silent until the end of the movie. I quickly check my watch and see it's 11:23PM. "Jeez, it's time to go to bed." I say, "We can clean up all the popcorn in the morning before practice," I glare at V and Jungkook, because they were fighting over the popcorn bin and split a bunch of popcorn over the floor. 

"Alright," Jimin says yawning. Suga and Jin stand up at the same time and stretch. Everyone slowly makes their ways to their rooms. Jimin, V and J-Hope share a room and across from them Suga, Jin and Jungkook share a room. I get my own room, because I'm the leader. "See ya guys in the morning," Jin hollars before closing their door. I close my door behind me and flop onto my bed. 'Why did I get slightly hard when I saw Suga's bulge? Is it possible for me to be gay? What would the fans do if they found out I was gay? What would the manager do? The others?' A million questions ran through my head before I fell asleep, still in my clothes from the day before.