My Life In Hearts

The Beginning

I always like to second guess myself in ways many people wouldn't, I over think, and let myself get down. But then I have those few friends that bring me back into reality and light me up again. Those are hard to come by, so whenever I meet them I usually try to hold onto them as long as I can. There are times where I don't grip hard enough and they get away without me even knowing it. Then it hits me like a rock that their actually gone. But then I remind myself that I still have more, some come and go and then there are those that stay. Those are the ones that you need to cherish the most, think of it like a girlfriend. The perfect girl usually takes many years to find, but most boys just let her go because they don't realize she's perfect until she's already gone. Just think of it like you're the boy and your friends are the girl, the perfect girl stays and never leaves your side. I usually like to take a step back and think about relationships before I actually get into one. I put thought and effort into it, I don't just say yes to anyone! I'm like a magic ball, I spit out whatever's in my mouth. Which is usually hatred, sadness, and depression..