I don't feel like myself nowadays
because most days my brain wonders
most days my thoughts build a separate personality than the one I prefer to portray,
but the one I so desperately want to portray is the one farthest away
the one in distant memories where smiles are worn genuinely,
and where days felt brightening,
and where I didn't depend on whitening toothpaste to paint a picture of how I want to feel.
but how am I supposed to feel?
when that personality died too long ago.
how am I supposed to feel when I've spent almost everyday rebuilding that personality?
I don't feel like I'll ever be that person.
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Clear as Dishwater
RandomExtremely lame personal poems that will most definitely remain unread.