Thru The Struggle

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" How Could The One I Gave My Heart Break My Heart So Badd Tell Meeeee How Could You Be So Cruel To Me After I Gave You EveryThing "

Hey y'all wassup my names Ki'yanna Rochelle Jenkins but everyone knows me as Ki. I live in Harlem. I'm 16 and yes I've been thru the struggle. I'm 5'3 , Dark skin , got curves that make yo man drool lol. I don't have any friends cuz I trust nobody period. Imagine having to basically grow up in ya own. That ish is rough , ya feel me. My mom is a Witch frfr. But I love her tho

" Ki Come Here Noww! "

Sitting there day dreaming as my moms calls me.

"Ugh, wtf she wants now bruh " I mumbled walking down the stairs

"What Bruh ? " I asked

" I ain't cha damn bruh but anyways walk to the store for me " She says

" Iight Whatcha Want ?"

" Milk , bread , Doritos , ground beef and that's all "

" Iight "

So with that being said i ran upstairs to change my clothes, and trust and believe I wasn't going out looking a mess. It was May so it felt good outside I threw on some black shorts , baby blue tank top , a baby blue belt and my black converses. I threw my hair in a bun , grabbed my house keys and headed for the door.

" I'll be back " I yell

The walk to the store is a good 20 min walk so I put my head phones on and started bumping rich homie quan walk thru. No lie that shit bumping. So knowing me I started rapping to it. Where I'm from the motto is "Get It How You Live It". But me naw I have dreams I wanna achieve imma good girl but a bad girl at heart. I'm going to the 12 grade next year super excited to get out this crapped out place fr. In this hood you have the corner men. ( dough boys ) Walking down the street I see a lot of niggas I use to see in school ion see em no more smh. This is exactly why I'm single. I don't need nor want a nigga that ain't got shit going for theyselves. Knowing I look good niggas always trynna holla at me and I turn em down. But it's this one nigga tho ooooooowwwwiiieee can I say fine asf!! Korey Montryl Luther. Long dreads , tattooed body , snake bites , light skin Damn just getting wet thinking about em !!! And he can sing to !!!!! Lol but he a corner boy and a playa so I look the other way.

"Damn ma whats ya number "

"That ass lookin fat tho"

"When you gone let me hit ?"

"Where yo man at ?"

That's all I hear everyday. Pathetic , I mean don't get me wrong I like the attention tho 😃 Scrolling thru my music looking for Starlito && Don Trip Leash On Life I bumped into someone hard ass chest.

" Oh my fault " then I looked up to this gorgeous ass man

"It's Coo ma" Korey Said

I just smiled and walked around. So I can gone head get the stuff I was looking for it was already getting close to dark. As I get to the checkout line the cashier scanned my stuff.

" Total is $13.34."

I reached in my pocket to look for the money and realize I ain't grab it when , left the house.

"Shit , I'm sorry I forgot my money at the house imma just put these back "

"It's coo ma I'll pay for it " Korey Said

"You Don't have t....." I got cut off to him saying

"Shut up I said I gotcha ma " he said then winked at me

I stay quiet but it seems like it's more meaning to that then what I thought it was. We walked outside

"Where ya car at ma ?" He asked

" For 1 my name is not ma and two I walked "

" My bad ma.. I mean Ki and I can take ya home if ya like ?"

"Okay " I said

He went to open the passenger door for me.

I mumbled " thanks "

Then he put the food in the back sit and got in the drivers seat.

"So where to miss Ki ?" He asked turning the car on.

"2607 Lincoln Ave. , and how you know my name mr. Korey "

" Same as you know mine , your well known. You the shorty everybody guy wants but can't have "

Shocked that he knows I'm speechless.

" Shocked huh? it's all in ya face Ki. Yeah I noticed you ever since 7th grade ma " he said

" Damn " I mumbled

By time he said that we already pulled up to my house

" So can I have your number miss Ki ?" he asked

" Yeah , gimme ya phone "

So we exchanged numbers and I told em I'll call him later. When I got in that's when he pulled off. Did I really just get Koreys number? I asked smiling to myself.

So I hope y'all like it. If y'all have any suggestions inbox me or kik me. I'm willing to listen.

-Bree