| Rin Okumura X Reader | he wrapped his flames around my heart -onhold-

*You

Blue Light

I was alone, it was dark. I was scared. I only dreamed, that a light would help me in this blackness. Light my way through...so i could at least see...but see what? You ask, nothing. I had nothing, there was nothing to see. I was alone. And it was pitch black.

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"Ugly." i heard, "Creepy." i said nothing, "Always, Always.Always." i chanted my mantra. It kept me calm, kept me still. From doing what? Well, no one knew, even i didn't know. I walked through the halls, voices in my head, screams. Laughs, the hysterycal type, whispers...'Just kill yourself.' one said, 'your useless...you have no purpose.' another one, 'listen to us.' i shook my head ignoring these voices. That haunted me.

I focused on my books, arranging and fixing them. Someone, i had bumped into. I looked up, black hair, fangs...recognizing him immediately. Okumura Rin, the famous demon/human hybrid. 

People were afraid to talk with him, though i never understood why. He seemed nice, he seemed okay, 'Oh, sorry.' he said, he didn't even look me in the eye. Just like everyone else. Only avoiding me... i sighed, then began to leave. Though someone had grabbed my hand, i turned around surprised to see Rin, since he was a grade higher, i felt the urge to at least obey. 'Y-yes.' i said uneasy, why was i? He wasn't like him...i had heard, he was different. 'Oh. Just now, do i know you...?' he asked, his blue eyes burning, i looked away avoiding them. 

'Class 8?' he asked, I froze, how did he? No...that cant be...he's...no way.

'I- i got to go.' why...why must everyone know, why him? I ran off, tears reaching my eyes, into the bathroom, 

I wiped my eyes, washed my face. Time to put on a new one, no more of that crying bullshit. I thought, i went to the library,

I had walked into someone again, It was him. This time he looked confused. 'You...you dropped something.' he said, my eyes widened, how could he have followed me here!? How did he know where i was going!?

I made a run for it, while i still could. I didn't need people sticking their noses in my business. I ran into the gardens, a secluded area only i knew. No one else could go there. It was shown to me by the counselor. I breathed, sitting down on the grass, i decided to read. 

I looked around, hesitant that he was near. Then read. I opened my bento and began to eat.

It was time for class, then it soon was the end of school. I packed up my things, and walked out of the classroom, i went to my locker, and there took the work i needed to study. I was walking out of the building, and onto the streets...when suddenly  i was grabbed by strong arms, into an alley. 

I breathed, afraid. The person had wrapped his/her hands around my mouth, i bit hard, 'Ow! W-what the hell!' it yelped, it was male. It was him. 

I was annoyed...no irritated. i was pissed, why did he follow me here? Was he stalking me? What did he want! I sighed and pushed him away, proceeding to leave. He grabbed my hand. I whipped my head around to face him, enraged. 'Why are you following me!? Are you some retarded stalker!?' I yelled, 'Shh! Shut up! Someone will hear.' he said hushing me, how...how fucking dare he- 'I dont care, Shutup! Leave me alone! Are you seriously this much of a loner to follow someone around.' i said, 'You should talk! I only came here to give you the paper you had dropped, i just...your presence smells...weird.' he said, i flinched and blushed. 

'W-what! What the hell!?' i said, feeling uneasy. 'I...i dunno...you seem...well, different in a way, are you a demon perhaps?' he asked, scratching his neck, 'N-no...well...why would you care!?' i asked, 'because, you...you have fangs...just like me.' he said, 'That's just...that's none of your business. Now i'm warning you...don't talk to me!' I said, i ran proceeded to run, he grabbed my arm again! 'L-let go!' I screamed, he shut my mouth, i bit his finger. 'Why? Why do you want to befriend me! After all you've heard!? What am i to you!?' I yelled. 

'Dont, your the only one who understands...how this feels. Being known as a freak. We have a connection.' he said, 'So! I-i'm just some stereotypical hybrid you can relate to? Is that it!' i said, breaking down. 'All my life, i'v passed by you...though never have you even said a word to me! I tried to talk to you! Though you...ignored me! So what do you want with me!?' I yelled, tears piercing my eyes. 

'You seem. Like a good person. I want to get to know you.' he said, 'Like hell! You just want to tell everyone that your not the only hybrid at the school.' I yelled, He wiped away my tears with his thumb, 'No. That's not what i want.' he said, he pulled me to an embrace. 

My heart began to beat...skipping beats, 1..2..1...2 What was this feeling? 

I had never felt it til the day my mother and father had died...was it? Love? No it couldn't be...

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