It not what we did it's what we didn't get to do
Heart break after heart break
you would think I would get a break from getting it hurt so much
I would go through any other pain...
Alcohol is what keeps me sane
The burn of alcohol down my throat
feels better than watching you with someone else
it feels better than my heart dropping to my soul
after you told me how worthless I was to you
like a slap in face right
I remember days where I would trace
your lips with my index finger
I would linger around and take pleasure of your company
Even when we would just lay there in silence
Im tired of being mistreated
Im tired of being abused
Im tired of heart breaks
Im tired of being tired
If you really cared you would have stayed
You wouldn't have played me like a toy
You ruined me and im still the one apologizing
I just hope the next person that decides to come and swoop me off my feet
Isn't a beast in disguise waiting to obliterate the tiny pieces I have left
of my heart @shechokesme 🥀
