painfully yours.[ One shot ]

illusion.

I was standing alone.
Alone in the rain.
Waiting for you to come forth my direction

Music's ringing in my ears.
It was my favorite.

I stare as you walk in my path.
You were stunning.

I love you.
You said you loved me too.

But. Was i the only one?
No.

I felt you caressing my cheek
I held yours in return.

Deeply you stare in my eyes
While i stare at nothing.

The sky cried harder
Making me shiver.

You wrapped me in your arms like no other.
I can still feel your warmth.

Your voice fill in my head
As you sing a song.

It was my favorite song.

As i listen, i sang along.
Till suddenly.

The rain poured more.
Vividly trying to blur my vision

I can no longer see you
As if you could see me.

The warmth i felt
Slowly turned cold

Your voice stopped singing
As another plays.

I can no longer hear you
I can only hear the rain

I noticed the tears
Falling down.

Yet they were invisible.
Only I can feel them.

And finally i stopped.

I could only call you from afar.
Yet you couldn't call me by name.

Your existence filled my world
And you didn't know i exist

A smile lift my lips
As i think of you once more.

you can never be mine.
But i will always be yours.