...hi Hazza...
..well i know..
I made faults..
Many faults..
but...i love you harry...
More than anything...
Really..
And i still remember how we kissed in the moonlight.
I still remember the night you proposed to me hazza...
i still remember how we broke Zayns table,how we met in the toilets of xfactor..
I still remember every single time we kissed,we laughed.
But otherwise i remember every time i needed to deny our love,our beautiful love.
The times we needed to tell that we're just friends,the times a had to say i love Eleanor.
The times we got judged,the times our loves,our family and friends had to lie for us.
I remember everything Harry.
Because it means so much to me.Nobody could ever understand.Only we two.
Every second we shared will always be in my mind.And so will you.
I know,i cant return the tape.I cant just turn back to the moment we met and change everything,take your hand and run away.
I know i was so unbelievable coward.I know I promised I'd tell everyone the thruth.I know Hazza,I know.But it's too late now.
I cant take your hand anymore.Never.
You wont even be able to read this,Harry.Never.
Because,you werent able to stand it.Not at all.And Im sorry i couldnt help you.
Im sorry i let you go.
Im sorry Harry.
But I promised I will always follow you.I will follow you into the dark.I will follow you into the light.
See you soon,your Louxxx
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